A GOOD HAPPY GIRL by Marissa Higgins

Publisher: Catapult
Publication date: 4/2/24
Goodreads synopsis:
A poignant, surprising, and immersive read about a young professional woman pursuing an emotionally intense relationship with a married lesbian couple.
Helen, a jittery attorney with a self-destructive streak, is secretly reeling from a disturbing crime of neglect that her parents recently committed. Historically happy to compartmentalize— distracting herself by hooking up with lesbian couples, doting on her grandmother, and flirting with a young administrative assistant—Helen finally meets her match with Catherine and Katrina, a married couple who startle and intrigue her with their ever-increasing sexual and emotional intensity.
Perceptive and attentive, Catherine and Katrina prod at Helen’s life, revealing a childhood tragedy she’s been repressing. When her father begs her yet again for help getting parole, she realizes that she has a bargaining chip to get answers to her past.
In her exploration of queer domesticity, effects of incarceration on family, and intergenerational poverty, Marissa Higgins offers empathy to characters who don’t often receive it, with unsettling results.
My thoughts:
I don’t think I’ve mentioned this yet, but A GOOD HAPPY GIRL was one of my most anticipated releases of 2024. Seriously, I pre-ordered this book many months before its publication date. I’m so happy to say that it lived up to my expectations entirely. I laughed out loud, nearly cried, and reflected upon my own relationships while reading this perverse, queer as hell novel.
I noticed that some other reviewers of A GOOD HAPPY GIRL thought the narrator’s (Helen’s) intrusive thoughts were too weird or gross; I’m sort of under the belief that perhaps this book wasn’t the right pick for them (and that’s okay!). A GOOD HAPPY GIRL is definitely one of those chaotic, sexually and emotionally unhinged-girl main character books, which happens to be my favorite genre. It is erotic, thought-provoking, and strange all at once. I really like the incorporation of polyamory and Helen’s tumultuous relationship with her parents, too. I know so many LGBTQ folks who have familial struggles, so this aspect of the book will likely be relatable for them.
Overall, I think this is an incredible debut novel. I can’t wait to see what subversive, queer work Marissa Higgins puts out next. I’ll definitely be thinking about A GOOD HAPPY GIRL for a while and I’m quite confident it will make my list of top 2024 reads!
